Wednesday WAAAAAAAAAA

After my thrill the other day, well, things went downhill 

from there... :(  I was happily burning my files on disks when 

it suddenly froze. I waited for a long time... 

and finally decided to cancel the process...

bad choice, as this caused it to lose all the files on the disk

as well as delete my hard drive contents. I tried to retrieve it

somehow, all day yesterday and this morning. The drive can't

be recognized now,  only when I unplug it from the USB port, 

then it tells me I have to format the disk drive before I use it.

Major bummer... I had a lot of files to go, yet. Now I'm not sure

if it's a hard drive failure, whether to buy a new Windows

program, a new hard drive, or just buy a new tower... ugh.

When it rains it pours = Murphy's Law is in effect.

Oh well....

So it's February, the month of love... LOVE??

Well, I tend to get all mushy and lovey, during February

especially... lol. I guess it's all the hearts, cupids, flowers and

CHOCOLATE...  

Gotta love chocolate!! 

Love is such a complicated matter... you can totally be

in love with someone, and they don't even know or 

seem to care... love is an ache in the heart. Love

can be so beautiful, wonderful, alive, perfect...

but also so painful. Everyone has been hurt by 

someone they love or have loved... I guess that

is inevitable. But why does it have to hurt for so long?

One day, I will smile again... I don't know when, 

but I try to, each day. If I had chocolate, I would

smile right now... lol. 

Or maybe a new or functioning pc... that would

make me smile BIG!! HA!!